Just another day...

When I was back home in Dry Creek...I still felt isolated. Alone in the woods without the prospect of a prince charming or a career doing horsie things. I learned to breathe and to live. I learned to worship You in my pain. I learned to declare truth over my soul. Then my prince charming reached out to me from 17 hours away...You told me he would come. And that everything was about to change. Now it feels like nothing has changed. You used him and my lost job and my desire to work with horses again to get me here. 10 hours away from my beloved animals and family and friends. 6 hours that might as well be a lifetime from my best friend. As I read about Job and the trials Bob has walked through and what he has learned....I see how You have possibly brought me here to bring me to a new level of dependence. Job became isolated in his trials. No one understood what he was going through. No one could relate. No one could make it better. But through that isolation You prepared him for a revelation of You that changed him forever. I still have great hope when I read the end of the story. You restored his fortunes in this life. I am desperately clinging to You...until You heal me. Then I know You will bless me and change my name. Give me a new identity even. You have told me twice that You will restore to me double. The second time You said this would happen once I had prayed for my friends...You intercede for us Jesus...teach me how to do the same.