I'm tired. I'm impatient. Life doesn't go the way I want. Even while I complain about it, I know my dreams aren't over. I know that my present situation is going to be okay. Just right now I'm miserable.

I feel my pride and stubbornness forming a wall in my heart. I don't want that. If there is more of God for me to experience, and of course there is since He is infinite....then I don't want to limit it to a box of my own making. Or of my own heritage. Jesus is above and beyond what I can conceive. I pray God tears down the walls of pride in my heart.

I'm open. I don't know what to do...besides keep my face towards Him and ask Him to show me more.